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OWEN FOREVER!! When you walk through a storm, Hold your head up high And don't be afraid of the dark. At the end of the storm Is a golden sky, And the sweet silver song of a lark. Walk on through the wind, Walk on through the rain, Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown. Walk on, walk on With hope in your heart, And you'll never walk alone, You'll never walk alone.

exams.
...written on 2004-09-25, @ 7:23 p.m.

i'm so darn angry.

i mean like. i work and work, and i seem to understand in class, but when i revise at home, i can't do anything.

why?

what is it i've done wrong?

i listen in class, and i understand what the teacher says. why can't i do anything?

why am i so darn useless?

when i can't do questions, i ask the teacher. then when he/she explains, i understand.

but i can't seem to do anything on my own.

this is so screwed. it's not supposed to be this way. i feel so stupid and useless, and i'm not sure whether i'll be able to take part in talentime anymore.

just a few days ago, i even considered giving up on chinese. but i can't afford to, i so can't.

why is this happening to me? it just gets me so darn frustrated everytime i can't do my work.

and it's not that i don't want to study or something. seriously, i just can't and i don't know how to.

i'm still quite angry, but it's subsiding. but as soon as i leave the computer and get back to studying, i get so angry again.

why can't i do stuff? i've already learnt them. i can't do math, can't do physics, can't do chem, can't do chinese, can't do lit, can't do anything.

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